whenever you meet new people visiting from Japan,

first question I've asked was always 

"what made you decide to come to N.Y?"

It's been easy to answer 

since my purpose was all clear back then.

I love New York rap so 

that's why I have to see what's real in here. 

(it sounds dumb when I put out the words..)

in educational level, 

I can say I achieved one of the goal in here. 

but next, I can't help asking to me in mind,

"why am I still here?"

this question getting heavier.

I have to see my vision clearly and 

push the envelop hard this time.